disappointed and frustrated at myself for being unable to do such an easy question, moreover when it's just so near to exams. hate my incompetence. hate my gei kiang-ness. well, this has served a tight slap across my face, and forced me to wake up. didnt want to copy, just so that the harshness of this crude reality really hits home. get into mugging mode. stop fooling around.

wouldnt have minded going home in the rain today, alone. though definitely gloomy, but at least it suits my mood. and going home in the rain would reinforce the message that there are many times in a person's life when there are certain things that you have to go about it alone. like studying, for that matter, which brings me back to my dearly loathed subject. a subject i forever can only seem to get B.